From: jcp@trident.usacs.rutgers.edu (Jonathan Petersen)
Newsgroups: alt.pub.dragons-inn
Subject: [Ga] A question of faith
Message-ID: <Feb.15.22.47.28.1993.28634@trident.usacs.rutgers.edu>
Date: 16 Feb 93 03:47:28 GMT

Zebron Twilight, drow rogue and mage, walked slowly, cautiously over to Alaric,
every step convincing himself that he was wrong.
 
He wasn't.
 
Khisanth was dying.
 
Damn.
 
As Dusk hopped off his shoulder to console Marran'helar, the winged cat bonded
to Khisanth in the same manner that the raven was bonded to the dark elf,
Zebron strode away from his friends.  He turned to face a tree across the
clearing.  The drow reached into a boot, withdrew his magic dagger, and threw
it full force into the trunk.
 
The dagger glimmered out of existance and reappeared in his hand.
 
Again the dagger was thrown.  Again it reappeared.
 
The cycle repeated itself.  Again.  And again.  And again.
 
Dusk flew over to see if he could help.
 
"Get away from me, you stupid bird!" was Zebron's reply, tears streaming down
his face.
 
Dusk ignored the insult and landed behind his friend.
 
"Why?  Why her?"  The dark elf asked the questions as he continued to hurl his
dagger repeatedly at the tree.

Dusk offered no answers.  Perhaps no one knew the answers Zebron sought.
 
"I work alone, but _no_, she says that I'm her champion and that I must walk
with others to show them her way.  I've converted worshippers in half a dozen
realities.  I get to induct priestesses into the fold.  I am the damned living
embodiment of the faith, but I can't even save my friends.  A godforsaken
cleric; faith without power."
 
Dusk was quiet.  The dagger continued to fly.

"I'm willing to lay down my life for her beliefs.  I thought that wasd the
highest price.  But there is something more dear than my own life: that of my
friends.
 
"This time the price is too much!  Do you hear me, Eilistraee!?  Damn your
eyes!  I never asked to be your damned 'Silver Sword'!  I never asked anything!
Why won't you answer me this once?  You're worse than that uncaring hag Tymora!
Come on!  Answer me, damn you!"  Zebron was shouting at the top of his lungs,
the tears of frustration flowing freely.
 
The others ignored him.  Each was dealing with the passing of a friend in his
or her own way.  For, although the spark of life had not left Khisanth, it was
fading quickly, and would be gone before morning.  The nearest help was days
away.
 
Khisanth was as good as dead.
 
Eventually, the dark elf could throw his dagger no more.  His arm had grown
weary, as weary as his soul.
 
Zebron stood up straight, squared his shoulders, and walked towards Alaric.
 
Dusk cocked his head to the side curiously, then flew to the drow's shoulder.
Zebron turned to his feathered familiar, and saw a tear sparkle in the
moonlight as it rolled off the bird's beak.
 
Zebron put his hand on Alaric's shoulder.  The ranger was still cradling his
mate's form; he was saying good bye.
 
"I am so sorry, my friend.  Khisanth's fate should have been my own.  They were
after me, and should not have taken her.  She should not have to pay for my
mistakes, but rest assured, I will personally avenge her passing."
 
Zebron paused.  He wasn't even sure if he was being heard by the grief
stricken Alaric.
 
"Words are nothing, my friend, even when they promise action, but I swear on
my blade," the drow drew his sword and held it before him, "the Eel shall pay
in blood for this day.  Damn!  If there was only some way I could help.  I
only wish there was something I could do to help..."
 
The sword flared bright silver, and then a soft silver glow envelopped Zebron's
hands.  Dropping his sword in astonishment, the drow looked at his hands,
flexing their muscles.
 
A cawing on his shoulder brought him back to reality and reminded him that
miracles are not forever.
 
Kneeling, the dark elf touched the forehead of his fallen comrade.  Alaric
looked down as his dying mate was surrounded by softly glowing motes of silver
light.  One by one the motes winked out of existance.  The glow faded from
Zebron's hands.
 
No one breathed at all.
 
Moments passed as though each was an eternity.
 
But then, slowly, Khisanth's ragged breathing grew stronger, more even.  She
blinked her eyes, then looked around in wonder.
 
Helping his friend to her feet, Zebron said, "Well met, Khisanth Blackblade,"
and looked into the eyes of a friend he thought he would never again have the
pleasure to greet.
 
In her eyes he saw his own reflection.  He saw a dark elf with an expression
of pure joy.  And behind his shoulder was a dark female figure with flowing
silver hair standing on a far off hillside.
 
Quickly turning around, Zebron saw the empty hillside.
 
"I had forgotten," he whispered, more to himself than anyone else, "I can only
see her in the eyes of others.  I will never again forget."
 
Leaving the two lovers to embrace each other in the discovery of a second
chance at life, Zebron strode purposefully towards the center of the camp.
Thrusting his two swords point first into the ground, he walked over to his
pack and withdrew his pipe flute.
 
"Come, friends," he said in a strong voice that carried far and wide, echoing 
off the trees, "You have just witnessed a miracle.  Let us celebrate by paying
homage to Eilistraee, for it is her power that brought Khisanth back to us.
 
"Come, there is room enough above for us all to dance among the flowers and
trees, for our voices to carry on the fresh air and join the song of freedom
carried by the breeze," Zebron entreated, invoking the simple prayer to his
goddess that started all ceremonies, and then he began to play.  He played an
addicting melody, and all that heard it began to dance.
 
The companions danced into the wee hours of the morning.  None danced harder
than Alaric, and none could match the beauty and grace of Khisanth.
 
Travellers in the area were later heard to tell tales of a night of miracles.
A night when babes were born healthy and strong.  A night when the sick got
well.  A night that every soul slept soundly and in peace.  Those huntsmen
that lived in the wood attributed the miracles to a haunting song carried by
the winds.  Everywhere and nowhere at once, some said that it was an epic song
that suggested great trials and tribulations followed by great rewards.  Others
said it told of suspicions and deceit overcome by friendship.  Still others
swore that it told of a man who never knew the power of faith until he
questioned it.
 
But no one ever heard anything like that song again.

-Jak
jcp@trident.usacs.rutgers.edu

