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From: hutch@ibeam.intel.com (Steve Hutchison)
Subject: [OFFER]  What are little boys made of?
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Date: Wed, 25 Aug 1993 20:55:00 GMT


[ADMIN]  The characters herein are copyright 1993 by Steve Hutchison,
and Penny Hutchison, and there are cameo appearances by characters
owned by Bernie Hsiung and Andrea Evans.  Thanks to everyone who helped
pull this together.


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  Jeckt over there, under that fallen-over wall.

  Cool jeckt.  Shiny.  Wups.  Press comin' in.  Do the trick, the
  switch in the nog.  Make the Press slide off, send Charlie go away.

  Yah.  It workin.  Charlie goin' off the trail, lost me.

  Time ta head in.

  Neg crashin.  Sneaks-n-tricks.  Back ta the buff.

Gard came down carefully off the fever-pitch awareness he always
held when he was in the Shun.  No good ta slice someone out here
in the Buff.  He found his way through the Maze to the hidey-hole
that the South Side Blue Runners used as 'quarters.

"Hey Gard.  Howzigo?"  Voice was Varga the Liff, she one fem wit'
class.  Got herself a squeeze though.  She be goin' after that Drew
masc from t'other side o'the Shun.

"Gots lots.  This-here novo shiny.  Ever see sucha jeckt?"  Gard
grinned and kept his jecktackle close, flap just open enough so
she could see the things inside.

"Neg novo.  Seen it.  Somthin' like it, anyway."

"Yah, when?"

"Coupla colders back when Krikky got Charlied.  Brought 'em
with before it took, you 'call he jumped offa Bridge so's he'd
neg twist more?"  Varga shifted her big 'Liff stick around,
nervous even talking about it.

"Oh yah.  Striker masc, pos noggy.  Good runner."  He nodded at
the hanging-bead curtain.  "His grace in court?"

"Yah, gwan in."

Bonker was Gard's older brother.  Leader mostly from bein'
older than the rest, but also by havin' the most shinys and jeckts
trieved outa the Shun.  'Cept as-may-be those Gard had brought in,
but he still was older, three years 'sperience counted here.

"Whatcha got, Gardner?"  His brother was trying to copy a game that
he'd seen Drew doing back at the last Leaders meeting, but he just
wasn't as good.  He could stand on his head ok, he could throw shivs
ok, he could even throw blind, but he just couldn't put it together.
Gard could, but he wasn't gonna face his bro off.

"Varga sez it be pos same jeckt as what Krikky got.  But I ain't
got no Charlie-feelin' offa it."  He pulled it out of the jecktackle.

It was pos pos shiny jeckt.  A gold disk with a big shiny hard bubble
on top of it, an' inside on the disk was a sort a' house only little,
an' there was lots a nervy little sparkles an fuss.  There was a
lot a spinny jeckts, little gold balls on sticks; a big flat round
white disk stuck on the front of the little building, had a buncha
runes like on a sundial only all the way 'round.  Three big sticks
was fastened over the big disk, each was a different shape.

Bonker looked it over carefully, leaving it on the makeshift table
that they used to display new jeckts on.

"Vids the same like.  Jeckt that Krikky got was neg so big, had chains
on, closed up in a ball.  So neg the same, but we do take pos care
for 'valuatin' this one.  Pos good run, Gard.  We gotta make pos lotsa
shinies 'n' janglies offa this jeckt.  You got crackers comin' to ya."

Bonker tossed him a pouch, a couple small, hard disks inside that
clicked together.  Actual money.

"What's dis?"

"Go off ta otherside of the Shun, take the long way round, getcher a
cuddle girl, maybe."  Bonker grinned.  "Yours by vote, from alla us."

Gard stared, open-mouthed shock.  "Why?"

"This be run number hunderd fifty, Gard.  You carryin the max record on
this side a the Shun.  Only Drew done more.  You's a shaftin hero now."

Gard grinned and backflipped in place.  "See ya," he called, and ran
out the curtain and around the maze to out.

- + -

It was late night.  Ale House was doing the usual business with the
tide-turn crowd.  Food, drinks, very little in the way of the more
time consuming stuff, because work would be coming in soon, or they'd
be leaving out on the high tide.

Except this one kid.  Good looking kid, looked like maybe fifteen or
so, way too skinny for his age, acted bigger than he was.  He just sat
in the beer hall, staring shyly at the girls that came by, not spending
any money.  Finally one of them sent the word upstairs.

"Hello, there, big boy."

Gard jumped.  He knew this was a mistake most pos.  All these fems
was way too uptown for him.  Creepy Charlie he could handle but this
just got him too nervy.

Then that voice.  He turned, and there was the longest pair of legs
he ever vidded.  Attached by a curvy bod and an oval, quietly smiling
face to a big pair of sparkly grey eyes.  He knew he had to do, to say
something, not sound like a kid.

"Hello there your own self."  That was stupid.  She didn't seem to be
sneering at him though.  She was even looking at him through those
long eyelashes.

"You seem a little nervous.  Don't you like my place?"

"I like it pos good."

"Maybe it's just a little too different from what you're used to."
She smiled knowingly, and he felt his face grow hot.  She took out
a very long handled ivory pipe with a tiny bowl, and put something
in the bowl and lit it from a candle.  She took a deep drag on the
pipe and exhaled the smoke slowly.  It smelled spicy and hot and
made Gard feel more relaxed.  He smiled shyly.

"It most neg is not the Shun.  Or the Buff."

"That it's not.  What brings you here?"

"My peds.  No, I jes got told by my bro, I gots the record 'cept
for Drew.  A hunderd fifty runs wit' pos jeckts offa each run."

"Impressive.  This calls for a celebration.  Let me buy you a meal and
you tell me about all your runs."  She waved the pipe at one of the
girls with the food trays, and ordered a bottle of wine and something
called "Huitre's en croute au gratin" that turned out to just be
oysters in a dish made out of hard sourbread with cheese and butter
melted all over it.  But it was REAL good.

After she shared the wine with him, he was feeling lots better.  They'd
traded names, hers was Ale, and she'd asked him about his family and
the stuff he did with the Runners.  They started trading stories about
folks they knew.  She was telling him a story about these two nog-numb
richers kids that came outta two max feudin' fams, that got cacked
cause they got in love.  Sad but stupid.

Then this blonde fem with veils and curves came up an' said she'll
read futures.  Gard figured it wouldn't hurt, but he didn't have
pos many coins.  She took his smallest tin bit, an' took out a
box of rocks with letters on 'em.  She had him pull out a handful
and she drew a box on the table with a little wine.

"First we find out what represents you," she said, and had him drop
a rock from his handful into the palm of her hand.  It had a little
stick figure drawing of a man with a spear and shield under a sun.

"The Hero.  Auspicious sign."

She drew a circle to the left of the box and had him drop another
rock from inside his hand.  It was a stick figure person standing,
arms akimbo, on top of a pointed hill.

"Your past.  Mastery.  Signifies great accomplishment."

Another three rocks into the empty space below the box.  One was
a circle with an eye inside it.  Another was a stick figure woman
with a big belly, and the third was a stick figure man holding
out an open book, with little scribbles in it.

"Your most immediate enemies.  The Eye. The Engenderer.  The Book."
She looked up at Ale, who nodded.  "Powerful enemies, but all the
Shunrunners have powerful enemies."

"We don't got enemies, 'cept for the merch's what keeps us from havin'
enough place to be, an' the Press."  Gard shrugged.  "We make do."

Three more rocks were placed above the box.  One shiny silver, one
a solid dull black, and the third with a circle looped over a cross.

"Your most immediate friends.  The Mirror.  The Dark.  The Ankh."
Ale put a finger to her lips.  "This isn't making sense," said the
blonde fem, nodding to Ale, "Perhaps we ought not finish?"

"What's the next thing?" Gard was insistent.  "I neg prend about the
friends bit, but the other bits is good."

"All right.  Give me the ones you have left."  He handed the rocks
to the lush blond.  She showed them: a red rock with a stick-figure
of a man with a lightning bolt and a sword.  A building with towers
and a gate, like Glorshanned Keep.  A road, with a small stick figure
walking on it.

"These go here to the right of the self box.  They represent your
future.  The Destroyer.  The Fortress.  The Traveller."

"What does it mean?"

"It could mean a lot of things.  It probably means there's some trouble
coming to you.  Be very careful.  Danger may come to you in a way that
you would not expect."  She bowed, scraped the rocks back into their
pouch, and vanished into the crowd.

The grey-eyed fem touched his hand gently, her long black hair falling
forward off her shoulder as she leaned closer to him.

"Gard, if you have any problems, I'll do what I can to help you.  I may
not be able to come right away, but I, or one of my agents, will reach
you in time.  Just call my name, someone will hear and I'll know."

"Why?"  He looked directly in her eyes, but the grey depths showed him
nothing.  At her signal, a cute cuddle-girl came over, just a little
older than he was.

"I like you.  I don't meet very many real heroes.  Now you go on 
upstairs with my friend Rita, she likes heroic men, and you tell her
what you've been up to."

She was right, Rita was impressed.

-0--0-

'Raf was down with Kardia and the band, playing music.

'Raelf was sitting on the edge of her rest area.

It recreated her own place back in their home plane, a sprawling,
abandoned town around a small castle.  Back home, it always seemed
empty, but there were usually one or two of her family in some
private place there.  They went there for the quiet, for the dark
of the faintly moonlit sky, for a place where there was nobody and
nothing to reflect.  Here, it was deserted, as always, except that
'Raelf was sitting in the doorway.

<<What're you doing here, fuzzycat?>>

<<Waiting for you, shinyrock.  I was lonely.  Wanna play?>>

<<Maybe.>>  She settled into his arms and let him nip gently at her
neck with his lips.  Each spot began to give off light.

<<You're glowing.  What's going on?>>  He stroked down her back.
Light followed the path of his hand, he drew his name on her skin.

<<I'm pretty close to budding.>>

<<Can I help?>>  He shifted down, began massaging her feet.

<<Yes, please, but let me lead.  I want this one to be my own line.>>

They drew closer together, her luminous hands caressing his tanned
face, his blond hair lighting up as she ran her hands through it.
After a while he spoke again.

<<So you want part of me for the warrior?>>

<<Yeah, let's see what happens.>>

They moved together...  *contact*

*
  *
    ** *

    A hallway, lined along the sides with statues, heroes and great
    athletes, their accomplishments written in fulgent words of praise
    on each pedestal.  Men and women, evenly represented.  Thirty-nine
    of each, the ages have worn the oldest smooth.  The detail on the
    last six is most preserved, and the last two have no dust on them.

    Approaching, the end of the hall, the chamber inside.  The two
    statues at the very end open their eyes and color returns to their
    limbs and bodies.  They step down, giving greeting, then they
    take up positions outside the entry on either side of the hallway.

    Four pedestals in the central room, each with a carving of a male
    humanoid, blurry and indistinct.  From this room, three hallways
    lead off into the distance.  At each doorway, two people stand, each
    flanking the entry to their hallway.

    From the far hallway, a youngish man comes out, wearing the robes
    of a priest.  Kachin, the brigand who became a priest by the hand
    of the mystic who is my mate.

    From the hallway to my left, an old man comes out, wearing the robes
    of a wizard.  Delalle, or rather, that in Delalle which found my
    mate more enticing, back when we shared his spirit between us and
    sent on his body with only the remnants of his ka, to be destroyed.  
    
    From the hallway to my right, a dark-eyed man walks out.  Kadrys?
    Not quite - but all the best bits distilled, it seems.  But when
    did he get in here?  His Gioconda smirk gives way to a grin, no
    fangs, but he covers it up quickly.  It's good to see at least a
    part of him clear of that depressing curse.  We all move into the
    central chamber together.

    They greet me with a kiss, and I offer them my felicitations in the
    matter of their impending birth.  We admire the roughly hewn forms
    for mystic and godcaller which they have built together, the coarse
    outline for the athlete, the halfway begun form of the rogue.
    They speak to me, with one voice:

    <<I have chosen to be born into your world fully integrated, with
      the stations of our being fully populated.  I know this is not
      the usual way for myne to-be-family, but Mothersire tells we that
      it is acceptable.>>

    I concur, and they take my measure for the shaping of their self.

    I offer them a set of weapons and tools, to use when outfitting
    the warrior/athlete they are building.  They confer together,
    testing the edges, the balance of the tools.  The old man selects
    one of the tools, rejects the rest.  The young man agrees, and
    they turn and speak to me in one voice:
    
    <<In the proper time I accept all your gifts, but from 'Raf.>>

    I smile in joy at the joke on my otherself, and walk out the hallway
    whence I entered.

	**
    *
*

'Raelf withdrew and collapsed, still holding her tight.  He was purring
and laughing at the same time.

<<You're gonna have to find 'Raf.  Your baby-bud is particular.>>

<<Fine, fuzzycat.  You go tell furrycat that it'll be his turn, but
right now I've got to go off to the Shun.  I'm needed.>>  

She rose and composed herself, then stepped out along the bridge to air.

-0-00-0-

Something with long skinny legs like a big spider, a short body,
long sharp fingernails, it was giggling hysterically as it jumped
into the shadows, Shiny in its long left hand.

The maze had been broken open, from the inside, and there was blood
and gutts in precise careful spatters at each turning.

Gard pushed the last door open, then stood still, trying hard not to
get sick.  The blood wasn't so bad, the tiny square pieces of flesh
nailed to each wooden surface was pretty awful though.  They kept
twitching.  The 'jeckt was gone, and a dull throb passed through the
room as the Press reached out just enough, then pulled back.  The
worst bit was the message it left behind.

He looked in the 'jecktacle behind Bonker's bosschair.  There it was,
the head, eyes blinking, it looked at him and grinned.  Varga's nog,
but not her inside, he knew that somehow.  What was looking out was
pure Creepy Charlie and he almost dropped the 'jecktackle.  It made
a noise then.  It started to talk.

	Bonker bonker
		had my shiny
		   shouldnae touch my shiny toy.
	Bonker is a toy now.  Play with Bonker, make him pay for
		stealing my shiny toy.
        You gonna try to take my toy again?

Gard did the trick, the switch in his nog, and the Press went away
like the stink when the wind blows.  Varga's nog closed its ocks and
the blood started to run out it's stubby cut-off gorge.  He put it
in the firepit, jecktacle and all, and piled the broken wood from
the room around into the pit, then struck a fire with his flints.
While he nursed the fire he thought about this turn of events.

He wasn't a numb-nog.  He knew what this meant.  Bonker, his very
brother, all he had in this world, gone Charlie, and most likely
there was still some of HIM left inside the Charlie.  He couldn't
leave him in there, it would be like leaving him behind on a Run.
He waited til Varga's nog was all burnt up, and said goodbye to her
ghost, wherever it was.  Then he went out the bolt-hole.

He went to his hideyplace, and got out his gear.  Ten glass throwing
blades, ground into shape and sharpened to razors by hours of patient
work.  And his stick.  A polished, carefully preserved stick, taken
from the tree that used to grow on the edge of the Shun, that had been
pushed over in that last big Storm, the stick that was still hard and
not rotted because it was too stubborn to rot here, like the Buffers
were too stubborn to rot.  This would have to do it.

Nobody else knew this place.  Not even Bonker.  He heard the noise,
out in the street, the giggling, and knew it was trouble.  Charlie
followed him.  Then he recognized the voice.  He knew from the Press
that it was supposed to scare him, but it didn't.  He just got cold
and mad inside.  Bonker was all he had an' he wasn't gonna let Bonker
be Charlie.  He knew a place, down the street here, where the roofs
were too rotten, just inside the Shun, where the walls were high
and thick, and the Charlie would have to follow him into ground that
he knew, where he had his traps set up.

He set the deadfall, knowing that it would just slow the Charlie down.
Out the bolthole, not the big one, the little secret one, then off
down the street as fast as his peds could motivate.

The Press was out there, but he didn't care.  Let it watch.  He got to
his place, and crouched down behind the rubble.  It came running up
the long street, he heard it, just the thud of its three long legs
and the faint rasp of its breath - no giggling, no growling.  Gard
heard it approaching, FAST, CLOSE, and snapped the stick up and
across like knockin at the lead dog in a dogpack.  There was a sick
c ru nch  and a burning line of pain along his left arm.  It had
cut him with its long thin fingers, a shallow painful gash.

The Charlie was down to two legs, the third one had bones all sticky
out and it was pulled up.  Its back was to him, but it turned its
nog around, without turnin' the rest of it, and the greeny-skinned,
grinning face was really Bonker.  It giggled, and slowly the rest of
it turned around.  Gently, it put something on the ground - the Shiny
jeckt that Gard had brought in that morning.

	Gard gonna 
		Play with me?

It giggled again.  He shifted back behind the edge of the wall of
rubble, keeping low, and with his concealed hand, he drew out three
of his glass blades.  The Charlie started to stretch way up on its
legs, then crouch down low, like some kind of puppet.  It turned its
head upside down, and giggled again.

	Gard   we knows
		where more Shiny toys is,
	    we can share 'em.
	    wanna get _rrriichhhhh?_

It jumped, and Gard rolled backwards and let the daggers fly as he
was going.  Bonker hadn't ever figured out how to do this one, but
Gard had.  The daggers flew true.  Two were brushed out of the air,
the third one went THUNK straight into the round chest.

The Charlie looked at it, and pulled it out, and licked the blood
off, cutting its tongue.  It giggled again.  Blood started to well
up out of the wound, but then it just stopped.  Gard snapped out
with his stick, and broke the knee on its leg.   It fell over, but
it was still giggling.

	Gonna play wit' shiny
		Gard be gonna Charlie too
		?

The shiny 'jeckt on the ground began to make a peculiar sort of
music, and the Press pulsed hard, twisty-strange, and Gard felt
like his nog was gonna cave in.  He pushed back, with an inside
sort of push the way he did when he turned the switch to keep away
the Charlies, and the 'jeckt made a funny noise and the music stopped.

	OhNo oh
		No, Gard, broke shiny?


The Charlie began to move towards it, and Gard struck out again with
the stick.  The Charlie started to glare at him, and the Press got
worse, so Gard reached again for the switch, and the Press went away.

	Gardner
	  what happened
	    where am I
	      gods, it hurts.

Gard carefully went in, closer, and the face was Bonker's but not
really all him.  The red eyes were going dull.

"I'm not gonna let ya be a Charlie, Bonker."

	Varga   I kilt her.
	      I can't feel my feet.

"It's that spawnin' jeckt, it had the Charlies in it.  I shoulda
never brought it back."

	Looked safe.  Not you fault.  <cough>
		i Din't hafta try ta work it
			Not you fault, bro

Gard saw the light fade in the Charlie's eyes, the face went slack and 
blood began pouring again from the hole in its chest.  He waited til it
stopped, then went over to where the jeckt was sittin'.  He was gonna
smash the thing.

The throbbing in his arm suddenly got worse, and he looked at it.
There was a line of skin, ripped open, black around the edges and
with pulsating, yellow and red streaks running out the edges.  He
felt dizzy.  There was a black-haired runner fem, bendin' over the
Charlie that usedta be Bonker.  She looked at him and smiled.  She
had those little looped crosses hangin' off her auds like the ones
on the rock that the fortune teller had showed him.  His friend.

She was his friend, yeah, but when she lifted Bonker up out a the
Charlie body, an' he could see right through him, it made the hair
on his nog crawl.  He swallowed, holdin' off the nervies.

"Ale?  This be a good time ta help me."  He felt dizzy, then there
was someone, a guy wearin' priests' robes, standin' next to him.
The guy waved a greeting to the black-haired runner fem, an' she
smiled an' waved back, an' then the guy looked him in the ocks.
His was grey, like Ale had, only they was shiney like mirrors.

<<You're dying, Gard.  Would you like to come with me instead?>>

"Sure."  His voice sounded funny.  The shiny eyes got all big, and
he was surrounded by mirrors.  Him as a runner, fast, quiet, smart,
him fightin' Charlie, strong, cunning, agile, him as a lover, with
Rita from the cuddle-crib, him burnin' Varga's nog, sayin' goodbye
to her ghost, but this time, he saw her answer him.  It felt good,
it felt incredibly good, all the shiny, all around.  It was better
than the time with Rita ... after a while he stopped thinking, and
the shiny got into him, and everything went silver-bright.

--0-0--

'Raf knocked on the door in her resting place.  He wasn't sure why
she asked for him to meet her inside the old tower.  The door was
opened, by her A'ree aspect, the warrior-woman.  'Raf grinned.  This
promised to be fun.  There was a nice big flat boulder, at an angle.
The foreplay might get rough.  Good.

She picked up a wide leather cuff, and tied his wrists together.  He
grinned wider, fleming the sharp preserved aroma of tannic acid from
the leather, fangs showing slightly in his satyrlion face, eyes
becoming a deep red.  He flickered, adjusting his shape slightly
for the circumstances: his human face and torso were suddenly
furred, more animalistic.  She tapped one foot, considering, then
made a snapping motion with one hand.  He nodded and complied,
changing his bodies' gender.  The female of this form was larger,
slightly more powerful, with moderate breasts and a shorter mane.
At A'ree's nod of approval, 'Raf locked in <her> shape and waited.

The amazon reached inside herself, and another Focus appeared.
Kachin, who knelt beside 'Raf and whispered into the round furred
curve of <her> right ear:  <<I'm going to give you all my own warrior,
then each of my others will do the same.  Hold and mix it inside
you, then return it to me later.>>

A'ree stretched 'Raf out across the rock, face down, <her> hands
tied at the top, and then tied <her> feet each to the bottom.  All
<she> could see with <her> eyes was the rock.  Behind <her> a whirl
of reflective sparkles (Spirit_Water Pattern_Void) disturbed <her>
elemental sense, as Kachin came up behind, and began to nip at <her>
neck and back, teasing <her> until <she> roared in frustration.
Each pull at <her> fur woke fires in <her> skin that would not abate.

The sharp musk of sweat, the tang as it ran down into <her> eyes, the
pounding noise of his heart as he lay across <her> back, pressing <her>
into the hard stone face, the lines of fire on <her> skin where his
nails ran in grooves just hard and sharp enough to draw a bead of blood
at either end...  <she> moaned and growled as he built on <her> need
until <she> could hardly stand it.  Then when <she> was at the point of
tearing the restraints loose, he entered into <her>,

	<<As a young man, training in the use of bow and arrow,
          poaching, really, but the rabbits and occasional deer
          were needed to supplement his family's meager harvest
	    from the dry, hard clay soil.  Leaving home when mother
	    and sister died to sell his services as a guard and as a
	    general laborer, finding that he was not suited to the
	    tedious job of guard, and that laborer paid too poorly,
	    wrestling the brigand chief two falls of three to gain
	    admittance to the band; the familiar return to hunting
	    deer for food, teaching Mat how to hunt, soft city-thief;
	    running, fast, for the sheer joy of it, while Mat lags
	    behind, winded; running an extra mile just for the fun
	    of it.  Training the horses, going on the first raiding
	    party, hunting people this time instead of game, finding
	    the taste of bile rising at his first kill, the face of
	    a young man his own age, but white and eyes open in the
	    stare of death, learning to fight with sword and defend
	    against attack, contemplating leaving the band of brigands
	    once enough merch's come by to make a .>>

<She> roared in ecstasy.  He was gone, a third of his Self left inside
<her>.  From nowhere Delalle-echo (Magic's_Fire, Names_In_Void)
approached, older and with greater experience, guiding another <she>
did not know into <her> (Living_Earth, Trackless_Void) and coaching him
in the Arts.  He was clumsy but enthusiastic, bringing <her> an eager
pleasure with each touch, each gently rough movement that filled <her>,
deeper and fuller,

	<<first run, Charlie creeping up behind, throwing the metal
	    jeckt at it and hitting dead square in its bug face;
	    fifth run, finding the Switch that turns off the Charlies,
	    the secret sound they make in the nog that lets you know
	    where they are, the best way to kill them.  Finding the
	    Switch that makes the Press back away, killing a nest of
	    Charlies that used to be T-crocs but these ones have been
	    given humanlike arms and set on their feet so they'd move
	    more like men; learning the ways to fight with manus and
	    with peds and with the nog above all, the nog is the first
	    and best weapon.  Endless hours making the glass knives,
	    more hours with the stick fighting practice, with Varga and
	    with the 'Liff from the next-house runnerteam.  Trailing
	    Charlies, finding their secret store of shinies, luring
	    them into traps, hours spent throwing knives, from any
	    position, more hours doing the secret violent dance that
	    the Buffers only taught the best Runners.  Killing the
	    thing that used to be Bonker.>>

<She> writhed and thrashed in the restraints, back arching, tail
whipping from side to side.  The young eager one had given almost
all there was of himself, and <she> was filled, incredibly stretched.


Another presence, <she> knew it was there but it was hidden from <her>
elemental sense.  From nowhere, hands, a mouth, picking out each
pleasure point with merciless precision, scratching and stroking and
nipping with just the right pressure, just the right rhythm, it was
diabolical.  Then a voice whispering in <her> ear, husky with passion,
breath scented with a hint of blood.  "Time for a rematch..."  And
then, all at once, entering <her> to the depths.

	<<  Speed: hands, feet, body, mind.  Always enemies.  See their
	    weaknesses, use them.  When to fight, when to run.  Learning
	    the hard lesson that heroes die.  Back to a wall, whipping
	    his head aside, the crunch as their fists struck stone, his
	    feet lashing for kneecaps and noses.  Later, scaling dizzying
	    tower walls, icy and slick with moss, no rope, just fingers
	    and toes, scanning for the next handhold.  Far below, the
	    promise of an agonizing death -- deciding to do this again,
	    soon, for fun.  Crossing chasms, spiderlike, the line anchored
	    by a single crossbow bolt.  The pride and peril of weapons
	    training, advanced far beyond others his age.  Crossbow,
	    blindfold practise for nighttime work.  Daggers, whipping
	    from sleeve sheaths, flashing into targets.  His first
	    kill, the man who had raised him.>>


The older one, sly, began by teasing <her> again, and <she>
almost didn't notice when he began to enter <her>,

	<<The treatise from the old italian gentleman had been
	    fairly complete, if distasteful; years of distilled
	    treachery and bloodless, cold, uncaring strategy that
	    had been proven and refined in hundreds of years of
	    nasty, sneaky, vile political infighting.  In the end
	    it had boiled down to a sense of decisive, careful
	    strategy, and the tenacity to apply them through the
	    use of carefully chosen tactics; the proper way to
	    delegate tasks to the trained combatives, the tools of
	    command and authority.>>

<She> was near collapse, breath coming in raspy purring distress.
This was almost too much, the last bit had put <her> over the edge,
and <she> began to flicker through <her> primary states, but then
pleasure subsided for a bit, and <she> added <her> own small gift
to the egg growing within <her>, five rings and a whirling balance.
All the toughness and durability of stone, and the animal joy of
movement, graceful and instinctive.  Dimly <she> realized from the
<smell> that nearby, ar'Elya was blending facets of sagacious wizardry,
of mystical transcendence, of pragmatic roguishness with a hint of
the bloodthirsty and familiar ... The heat grew sweeter and hotter
in <her> and waves of ecstasy mounted for a time, blotting out the
surrounding haze.

A'ree touched <her> on the shoulder.  The restraints had been loosed
while <she> was in that other state of mind.  <<Now, give it back>>

'Raf unlocked <her> shape, and a flurry of possible forms flickered
around <> while <> gasped with the still-burning pleasure of bonding.
Eventually long training and strong will suppressed them, and the
furred male form of the satyrlion returned.

<<Come here>> he growled, molten-eyed, and A'ree bared teeth in a
smile and struck aside his grasping paw.  They erupted into a flurry
of fast strikes and counters, ending with him overwhelming her and her
pulling him down into close embrace.  Her features grew feline; he
twisted around, gripping the scruff of her neck in his fangs.

They roared together when he emptied the newly forged Warrior into her.

* *
	*
	  *

	The room of shaping was almost crowded, all her aspects working
	inside.  Four forms:  Godcaller; Eyes as blue as the depths of
	a mountain lake, a spare body disciplined by the rigors of
	meditation and the arts of the quiet mystic, an idealization of
	Kachin, but the wise calm learning of the old Sister was imparted
	and in the eyes it showed.  Archmage; red-gold hair and beard,
	eyes mismatched, one silver and one the golden yellow of a candle
	flame, an almost lanky wiriness the image of Delalle in his
	youth, only slightly idealized.  Rogue; a surprise here, eyes as
	black as the wind at night, skin lightly colored by the sun and
	hair dark as the eyes, angular face, the excessively lean, all
	but soundless stealth and speed that had made Kadrys able to
	survive over the long years of his unlife, his quiet sardonic wit
	and sharp senses alloyed with an eloquent, smooth approach and
	a romantic flair.  Warrior; an image of what Gard might have
	become, golden-haired, dark-skinned, eyes the color of spring
	growth, built dense and powerful as though carven from marble,
	but incredibly lithe, and faster than fast.

	At the center, a balanced composite, the best features of
	each of them, joined in a careful equipoise.  Short, brown
	hair sun-bleached red and gold, an angular face with broad
	cheekbones, large black eyes rimmed one silver, one gold,
	and a body with the quick efficient build of a gymnast.

	Around the central form, there was a haze, tying the four
	outer parts to the inner with a hazy cloud with a soft gold
	tint, a hint of crystalline facets, as a 'kani identity-twist
	began to form, binding them.

	 *
	*
* *

'Raf opened his eyes, stroking the red hair of the feline woman who
lay across his chest.  A rumbling purr rose within her.

<<You liked?>> he chuckled.  <<Good surprise with Kadrys, I didn't
suspect a thing.>>

<<We'll have to do this again.>>  She stroked the fur on his chest,
marvelling at its softness over the hardness beneath.  <<You and 
fuzzycat together next time though.>>

<<You'll bridge for us?  Thank you, beloved.  It gets lonely being
so far out of true... we've only had a minute together in the weeks
since this started.  We throw each other apart.  I'd love you to be
our bridge.>>

<<My pleasure.  After I've budded, I'll stop by to visit your gran'
sire and ask him if he's got any ideas for what we should do.>>

<<Thank you,>> he smiled, and licked along the side of her face,
his feline tongue scraping gently.  <<Say hi to the bud for me and
tell him that he's got a halfbrother.>>

<<Of course.  I'll have to leave today to get home in time, you know.>>

<<Yes.  Be careful.>>

<<I will be.  The delivery route is pretty safe.>>

<<Try and time things to get back tomorrow.>>

