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From: hutch@agora.rdrop.com (Steve Hutchison)
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Subject: [Party][AI] Apprentice Inept 4: Offerings
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[
  Admin:
     This happens during the story chronicled by Jeff Simon, at
     the greatly protracted Party at Luthor Anside's housetree.
]

A'arden shifted uncomfortably in his seat.

After his black-clad customer had left, he had spent hours
waiting for someone to come up and sell him a story.  It was
downright boring.  It felt more like months than hours.  All
he'd heard, listening to the gossip that ebbed and flowed in
the background, was that someone was poisoning the guests at
that flashy new place, the "Stumble Inn".

Aptly named, anyway.  He shrugged, and summoned one of his
apprentices.  The gray little man looked indistinguishable
from A'arden; this was intentional.

"I go to walk the city in search of diversion," he said in the
tongue of his homeland.  The appretice nodded, and took his post.

"Good Searching," he answered.

A'arden wandered out onto the street, pulling around himself a
lesser tale of insignificance.  Thus warded from the hazards of
thieves and importunate merchants, the Story Buyer drifted from
one small party to the next.   The weather this year had been
unbearably hot at times, and perhaps that had contributed to the 
decline in the usual festivities.  Normally (or so the stories
had been told) the summer was a time of almost continual gaiety
in this city -- starting with the Genera's Birthday Party in
the spring, and lasting thru the harvest.  But perhaps that was
just the relief that came from the city weathering the great storm
and the other strange events of the prior year.

Twice, he saw street musicians heading north towards the more
aristo side of town, north of the river, but he also heard the
faint distant sound of song and celebration, and an itch that
told him stories were being told there.

He found the place easily enough.  The giant housetree, the
enclosing gardens.  He was greeted by the woman Serene, who
still worked from time to time at the Dragons' Inn.  Somehow
she had known that his own favorite drink was spring-water.
A useful talent, for a waitress.  He found his way to the quiet
nook where the stories were being told.

He was unsurprised to see the giant otter, with the black cloak
and robes discarded, but the satchel still near, and its staff
still at hand.  A broad, muscular man was talking, telling a story
that A'arden had heard before in a form pirated by a band of
evil braumeisters.  This man seemed to have the right of telling,
and his version was more interesting anyway.  The story buyer
resolved to ask, at a later time, if the fellow would sell him
this new version.

Fire crackled in the stone-lined pit and A'arden sat unobtrusively
next to the otter.  Yes, the smell was right -- this was his
secret customer.  He waited for a pause in the story, for the
muscular fellow to take a swig of the liquid in his mug, and
whispered something to the lutrine fellow beside him, but the words
came out differently than he had intended.

"There's something strange happening here."

"I know," the otter replied.  "Isn't it dangerous for you to be
this close to a real story as it happens?"

"Oh no," A'arden replied.  "I'm quite safe."  Inside, he was almost
panicked.  He was NOT safe, the story was trying to suck him in.
The otter watched him with a steady, violet glow in its eyes, and
at the next break in the story, after the muscular man had tried to
reproduce the sound of blues singing without benefit of music, the
otter pulled the book out of his satchel.

"Here, A'arden.  Go transcribe the next chapter, I'll get the silver
from you next time I come through."

"Thank you," the story buyer said, desperately fighting the urge to
stay to the end of the tale that the man was telling.  At least he
had resisted the need to sip from the glass of wine that the otter
was slowly nursing.

"Go," the otter said, pushing him away from the circle as the large
human warrior began to glare their way.  "Do continue, please, Jake."

A'arden scurried from the room, holding the journal in his hands.
A half-sob of relief escaped as he sat in a quiet nook and (pulling a
quill and ink and a long scroll from the bottomless case he wore at his
hip) he began to transcribe.

***


                            Apprentice Inept
                               Offerings

                                  By:

                               Fox Cutter
                            Steve Hutchison


-- The Journal of Frinklan the Obscure --


June 2195 -- solstice

I am writing this from a beach in the middle of the Mother 
River.  A sand bar.  The raft has gone aground.  Foxeris is 
lost somewhere.  I can't sense him across the apprentice 
bond.  After the third day of continual sickness I managed 
to redefine the geas penalties as a curse and returned them 
to the ones who cast them.  I'd love to be in Smoke Can for 
just a little bit, to see those weasels getting Moctezuma's 
Revenge every time their dear boy Canron leaves their sight.  
Must make it hell for their love life, too.

So I've only got this nagging empty-socket sensation that 
tells me to find the kid.  This I can handle.

It's been a few weeks since I've had the materials to write 
with, so I'll try to remember everything that happened.

We were at the river a half day south of the Old Road.  Fox 
had been separated from us by a rockfall and then rejoined 
us after a hard night.  He had a story about spending the 
night in a cave which is why he didn't notice the storm that 
I was fighting with for half the night.  He also lost two 
whiskers, claiming it was from the fall.  I believed it at 
first, but there was something that nagged at me, something 
disruptive that I could almost feel except when I paid 
attention to it.  I first realized it after I found the raft 
snagged on the rocks by the river.  It was a fairly good 
sized raft, like piece of a pier even, but with a few ropes 
gone, rotted away.  I went back up the path to where Fox was 
waiting with Faith.

She still hadn't gotten used to being soulbonded into a 
horse at that point, and Fox was helping her by adjusting 
the cargo bag she was wearing.  I sent him off to look for 
some hemp in the fields to the west, and found myself 
staring after him wondering what it was that I was staring 
at.

Faith nudged me and asked "what did you find?" so I told her 
about the raft.  Fox came back about this time, wondering 
how I knew there'd be hemp there, so for the hour it took us 
to cut enough to make rope with, I told him about the Rules 
of Coincidence and such.

Of course we used magic making the rope.  It takes weeks to 
make a rope that lasts if you have to rot out the fibers and 
then dry them, then twist them into cords and then counter-
twist the cords into rope, and soak them with a preserving 
solution to keep them from rotting in the wet, and then if 
you aren't a permanent factory with the right kind of tools 
and disposal procedures, you have to spend weeks to clean up 
the mess from the preservatives or risk pissing off the Good 
Folk, not to mention making it real hard to get help from 
any of the elementals and... hell.  Here I go writing this 
tutorial again, as if Fox was going to be reading it and 
telling it back as a lesson.  Well, maybe he will be, I 
can't tell from the shape of things right now.

We repaired the raft.  I called Undine the fae of water to 
carry off the parts of the hemp that would rot in water, and 
Faith, who knew the lesser earth-folk, the gnomes of this 
place when she was alive, taught Fox the whistle-song that 
would call them up, and we shared the leaves from the hemp 
with them and they helped us weave the rope.  They're pretty 
friendly once you know them, but if you're not properly 
introduced they can be hostile.  They still remember the 
Tribes from before the machine time and they want to be 
treated the same way that those people treated them.  So we 
had to share our meal and give them smoke.  It took a few 
hours.  And then we loaded the raft with the stuff that 
Faith had been carrying, and she figured out how to balance 
herself on the raft with Foxeris.  I stripped off my travel 
robes and put my staff and satchel in the middle of the raft 
and pushed the raft out into the middle of the river.

It was the first time I've been able to swim for weeks and 
it took a while to get the kinks out.  It was easier for me 
to swim ahead a ways then come back and make sure the raft 
went into the right channels.  In a while I learned the 
voice of the water well enough to tell what the best 
currents were going to be, and I got back on the raft and 
steered with my tail.  We had good weather, good light, so 
it was fairly late by the time I found us a beach to pull up 
on.  I went in and found us a few salmon, Fox built a fire 
with some driftwood and wrote in his personal journal for a 
while, then I set the wards and went to sleep.

I woke up around moonrise, and Faith had gone to sleep 
standing on the shore.  It was the first time she'd had to 
sleep since she died.  Foxeris was sitting outside my wards 
trying to conjure up something, and I think that was what 
woke me up.  When Faith showed him the gnome-song, it was 
like the first time he realized just how much you can do 
with the common magics.  I was too tired to make the wards 
stable enough for me to cross without taking them down, so I 
watched for a while, with the lightning-stick next to me in 
case he drew something to himself that was dangerous.  I 
think I dropped off because the chant he was using was one 
of the really monotonous ones, and I didn't feel any danger 
up the Chao Lines.  When I woke up a little after sunrise he 
was asleep with a fox curled up on his chest.  I wasn't sure 
about this.  It was a real live fox to all appearances, not 
a fox-spirit, not another foxmorph.  There aren't very many 
foxes in this area, too much competition from the coyotes.  
Anyway, it was pretty easy to tell they were bonded.  It's 
times like this that I wish I was better at ordinary magic, 
because I couldn't tell the terms of the bond between them, 
and the thing with his whiskers was bothering me too.

Finally I decided to look at it when we got to the Dales -- 
they have a specialist there that I was planning to look up 
anyway, to fix this damned apprentice-geas.  Guess I won't 
have to do that after all.

Faith needed some help and I gave it to her -- she needed to 
be curried, and she'd picked up a rock, and she was finding 
out just how much food she really needed, and the horse 
spirit was uncomfortable with a catperson-ghost woven into 
her, so she was moving farther and farther away, which 
snarled Faith all the tighter into the horse-body.

We finished currying and cleaned up the campsite and shoved 
off.  I spent a few hours thinking of a way to help her and 
got nowhere.  Like I said before, I'm not an expert in 
Spirit Magic.  I'm pretty good at Dreamwalking, though, and 
there is a place in the Dreamtime where you can find answers
to impossible questions.  So I found the best channel in the
river, the  most propitious current, and got ready.

I gave Foxeris my staff to use to steer the raft, and mixed 
a small amount of the dreamwalker's drug.  It's made from a 
ritually purified mushroom, the venom of a blue dart toad, 
and some hemp leaf to calm the stomach.  Conveniently, we 
had that last bit, of course.

I stripped all the water out of my fur and put the four 
drops of the elixir onto the hemp leaves, then swallowed the 
drug.  I chanted the spell -- if you ever read this, 
Foxeris, you have to ask me the words, they're a part of the 
oral traditions -- then I lay back and watched the colors go 
sharp and mobile and the light become drops of unbearable 
liquid sharpness splashing across the landscape and 
shattering against the river.  The fires all woven through 
Faith and Foxeris and his new friend became visible, and I 
knew that if I moved, and touched their bodies, that my own 
fires would mesh with theirs.  If they were asleep I would 
enter their dreams.  But that wasn't what I wanted to do, I 
wanted to enter my own dream, while still awake.

I stepped out of my body.  I had been doing this a lot of 
late, and I was almost used to how I look.  Tallish otter, 
pale gold fur at the tips but dark brown underneath, weird 
looking purple eyes, kind of scruffy looking because I 
haven't groomed enough lately.  When our paths cross my mate 
keeps me much better groomed.  But this ash-waste desert is 
hard on everyone.  

Foxeris looked a little strange.  From here I could clearly 
see the faint silver gleam of a fine spiderweb spell link 
attached to each of the places where he was missing 
whiskers.  It was very good work; I might not have noticed 
it, with the other turbulence in his aura from the 
apprentice-geas.  But, his fox-familiar Jinx was sitting on 
his feet while he steered the raft, and his own aura looked 
a little dimmed and subdued.

I decided to pursue this at a later time.  Jinx looked at me 
and yerfed, so I moved over to Faith.  Again, from here, 
things looked strange.  The horse's own spirit wanted to 
leave, and tried to shy away from me, but I knew her name 
and when I whispered it, she calmed down and let me touch 
her.  I ran my paws over her, checking for injuries in a way 
much like the technique used to check an injured person's 
physical body.  What I found wasn't good: the poor mare's 
silver cord had frayed, and the second spirit of the body, 
the dream-pattern of life that would keep her alive, was 
only a whispery echo.  She snuffled at my fur and the look 
in her eyes was a plea for freedom to join the shadow 
horses.  I asked her to wait just a little longer, and 
warned Faith without words that I was going to examine her.  
She was well, exceptionally well, and quite strongly tied 
into the horse-body.  I stepped back.

Where the mare had no life-dream, Faith had one, and it was 
so brilliant that it was almost blinding.  I resigned myself 
to finding one of the two Wizards I knew of who could do 
body-shaping work, since the horse form would not allow 
Faith to fully integrate her spirit.  The horse brain is 
just not sufficient.

But I was hanging around here too long -- the drug I had 
taken would become poisonous if I didn't move on to the 
place I had visioned when I prepared it.  I looked again at 
my body, sitting in its loose, relaxed posture, and steeled 
myself for the transition.

I touched my own head, and the gateway to the dream realm 
stood in front of me.  The river was all rivers, and the sky 
above was black darker than the place between the stars that 
hung like fat silver apples next to the moon and the sun.  I 
put my paw on the gatepost without looking at it and stepped 
across the threshold.

Fish swam around me, red and blue, while a distractingly 
large crab crawled deliciously across the sands below.  I 
kicked and spun, propelled myself forward towards a place I 
knew from an earlier time.  The sands spun, the coral became 
a torturous forest punctuated with long strands of seaweed.  
I spotted the landmark of dreaming that had guided me here 
in the past -- a starfish, huge, with a small forest of 
coral and other creatures actually living on it.  I swam 
deeper, past one mighty arm, to the place below where it was 
slowly, slowly, prising open an equally large clam.  They 
had been waging this contest of wills for a long time.  Once 
in my youth I met another Dream Traveller here, and she told 
me that she had seen the contest begin in the handed-down 
memories of a thousand generations of her ancestors.  She 
was very old at the time, but her great-grand-daughter was 
becoming a Dream Traveller and she told me that she would 
pass on the memories when grandaughter grew older.

The clam held a pearl, a concentrated essence of the wisdom 
grown over the millenia of its life, sifted from the things 
floating on the currents of the sea.  I did not need that 
particular wisdom.  It would be too much.  Instead, I found 
a place where the clam was slightly open, where the starfish 
had weakened it but too far away from its mouth part for it 
to insert its stomach into the clam.

There were pearls, small ones, no bigger than my thumb, ugly 
and warty and with a sick glister that held no attraction 
for vanity.  Oh, I know, clams don't make pearls.  Well, 
there's a reason, with pearls this ugly.  The pearl I sought 
was a lumpish thing, encrusted with frothy bits of coral.  
It tasted horrible.

When I finished eating it, the knowledge of what to do was 
there with the bitterness in my mouth and the bile in my 
gut.  I swam below the coral and past the sleeping sharks, 
out thru the tunnel into the light below the ocean.  
Swimming down, I broke the surface of the waters and the 
river was below me, and the raft was drifting towards a 
landing.

I stood by my body and waited for the aura on the sun to 
change from the pale blue of the dreaming drug, so that I 
could re-enter my body.

That night, I found a largeish salmon lurking in the waters 
below our landing.  The salmon runs used to be bad when 
there were so many humans taking them, and it's still part 
of my mate's job as a Ranger to re-establish them in some of 
the wild rivers.  They were re-established here, and this 
one had a scar along the left flank; it wouldn't make it the 
rest of the way back to the place it was spawning.

The salmon roasted very nicely over the fire.  Foxeris was 
not happy about having fish again, fifth time in a row, but 
he was even less happy about having the dried meat and 
noodle travel rations.  Jinx ended up eating some of his.  
Faith ate the oats and some sedge grass that I'd sent the 
kid to gather while I was fishing.  (Yes, Foxeris, there's a 
reason for me writing down what we eat at every meal.  It's 
your job to figure it out though.)

So after dinner, I was still too wasted from the dreamwalk 
to show Foxer how to do anything new.  He practiced the 
meditations and wrote some more in his personal record.  I 
heard him ask Faith at least four times how to spell 
different words, so the Spell Checker was still working.
I dug out my map and checked the delivery schedule; we were 
about four days out of Dales if we didn't have too much 
trouble with the falls.

The Mother River used to have a flood control dam at Dales, 
but the Earth Folk and the Water Folk took it apart when 
Smoke Can was uplifted.

The sunset was glorious.  Down below the ashplain, at the 
curve of the waters where they turn completely west, where 
the haze of the three volcano peaks set the sky on fire, the 
last two nights had been amazing.

I thought hard about sleeping on the water, that night, but 
something had to be done for Faith, and I had to do it very 
soon.

***

The ritual started at dawn, which meant I had to prepare for 
it all night.  Foxeris slept.  Faith slept -- she'd be 
needing her strength.  The thing that I'd known before was
that the horse-body that Faith was in, would not support a 
sentient mind, not without changing.  I knew that if the 
horse-spirit was freed, then Faith would start to degenerate.
Her spirit would be injured, maybe maimed.  But the mare-spirit
only wanted to be free and it was starting to damage the
body in its attempts to escape.

None of the Spirit Mages or Healers in Dales would be any 
help with this.  Dales is too small.  The only reason people 
are there now is because of the old dam, because of the 
place of power that the Tribes left there that was regained 
when the waters receded.  Besides, it was another three days 
before we could get there at the rate we'd been travelling, 
and I guessed another two days to find a competent Spirit 
Mage to do the work.  Well, arrogance is one of the 
requisites of a Wizard.  I had eaten a Pearl with a grain of
truth at the center, so I knew what to do.

An hour before dawn I woke Foxeris and had him take the 
assistant spot.  What I had to do would take all day.  The 
traces of dreaming drug in my system might help, but maybe 
not; I did know better than to try any other potions or 
elixirs.  It's never a good idea to mix spells that are too 
similar, because they can fuse together into something that 
isn't what you intended from either.

All Foxeris had to do was to dance, at first.  Then at the 
noon hour he had to hand me a knife, and then take up the 
chant for an hour while I did the things with the knife that 
I had to do, and at the moment the sun touched the horizon 
he had to do the counter-chant.

If this sounds boring, and grueling, it is.  It was.

Everything went well for the first few hours.  Foxeris did 
the dance, and Jinx joined on the other side.  Faith was in 
the center of the ritual circle, and she understood the 
ritual well enough -- she was in trance starting at the 
moment of sunrise.  The point of the thing was to lead her 
thru a day that would symbolize a new life.  It was similar 
in some ways to the Ritual of Conception.  The hard part 
would be the Shaping magic.  The mare was a mature living 
thing.  Children can go thru the Change because they're 
still changing physically.  Grown folk are not as flexible -
- Shaping magic has to be done slowly and with great care.

I know a few of the basic spells of Shaping -- the Unlocking 
spell and the Terms of Closure, and a little bit about how 
to construct a Form Ideal.  I learned them when I was in the 
Lone Star Army, at the same time I learned how to do weather 
magic.  They were part of the ritual, they'd be done at the 
right time.

My part was worse that Foxeris' part -- he stutters, and 
until he grows past that, he's going to be doing the 
physical parts of the rituals.  We can't risk him singing a 
part off key, not with Faith's life and spirit depending on 
everything going right.  I had built the ritual with a part 
for him to do that would sing itself, by the time we got 
that far.  But I had to sing starting at dawn and going 
until noon, and then I had to pick up again after Foxer's 
part and keep going until sunset, and this is the middle of 
the summer, the days are at their longest.

Still, he managed the dance, with Jinx copying his movements 
on the other side of the circle from him as he moved around 
the cardinal points.  I managed the song, such as it was.  
Inside our circle, the mundane world was changed for the 
Real world; the world of Time became the Infinite Wheel.  As 
the Source of Life reached its highest point, I took the 
knife and cut free the spirit of the mare.  She galloped 
away down the Wheel, and I gave Faith her first meal in the 
new life that was entirely hers now.

Foxeris almost lost it when he started the song.  I hadn't 
warned him that it would sing itself and he tried to 
struggle against the spell before Jinx stopped him by 
howling the missing notes.  Well, he did his part anyway.  I 
had to sing again, and Fox had to resume the dance.  At this 
point I was not an otter in good voice, but that didn't 
really matter, the important part for this half was the 
words, not the tones.  I had to talk Faith's horse-body into 
accepting Change.  It wasn't easy, but then Foxer and Jinx 
both started echoing the song, and that helped.

It shouldn't have.  At sunset, the second knife touch came, 
the one that symbolized the end of the life cycle.  Faith 
knew it was coming, but Foxeris didn't, he hadn't read the 
symbols correctly, so when I put the knife to my throat and 
drew the blade across, he panicked again.

But I didn't see what happened, because I was dead.

* * *

Foxeris Journal.

Here I sit, someplace off the river (I'm not really sure where
yet), wet, lost and alone. Even Jinx is gone.

It's been sometime sense I've been able to set pen to paper,
after all that's happened. So here I sit, all alone in the
night.

I'm not sure of the day, or where Frinklan and Faith are.
Though I've stopped getting sick, so I assume there within the
range of the geas again.

As I looked up at the stars, I'm glad that the journals are
both waterproof. Right now I'm writing this in the back of my
journal, I'll remove the pages when, no make that if,
Frinklan and I get back together, he can spell them into the
normal journal like he's done before.

I'm shivering again, I feel so alone out here, like I'm the
only thing alive in the world. It never hit me how much I've
depended on other people in my life, first my family and
friends, then Frinklan, and in the last few days Jinx. But
now, for the first time in my life I'm totally alone.

I'm not sure why I'm writhing now, I just fell the need.
Maybe Frinklan is right now as well and that's why I want to. I
don't know.

I sigh, there is only one way I can think of to find the boss,
continue down the river, eventually I'll get to Dales. Once there
I'll look up this Alex he was planing to see, I'll stay with
him for one month, if Frinklan doesn't show up, or we can't
find him, I will have to assume him dead again.

As I looked over my rambles here, I guess Frinklan would be
proud, I'm articulating myself pretty well.

I guess I should go over what happened from my last entry to
here. Starting with Jinx.

'95 may 14th

I yawned and stretched, this chanting was getting to damn
repetish, not that I don't ENJOY chanting the same thing over
and over, like I had been doing for the 3 hours previous.

It was after midnight and the gnome-song didn't work at
all, at least I think it didn't. Faith never told me what
exactly it was suppose to summon.

I made a quick glance over at Franklan and decided that I was
outside of the wards, and even if I was wrong I didn't want to
chance getting hurt by walking into it.

With I yawn I stretched out on the ground, and started my
decent into sleep.

"Oh dear," A female voice said, "Don't go to sleep yet!"

I opened one eye, and looked up. About 3 feet from me sat a
red fox vixen, not a morph but a normal vixen. She sat on her
hind legs, holding her tail to her chest with her fore-paws.

Her tail was interesting. At best guess I would say it was
about 4 feet long, where as her body was 2 or so. She grinned at
me, her slitted eyes reflecting the starlight.

"Who are you?"

She chuckled, and dropped her tail, "You tell me, your the one
who summoned me."

I sat up, "What?"

She moved to all fours, and came over to me, her face inches
from mine. "You performed a summoning-bonding spell, which
summoned me, and bonded me to you. You decided what my name
is."

I closed my eyes, the boss had mentioned something like this.
I appeared to have summoned my self up a Familiar, though
Frinklan said I wouldn't be able to do that spell until I was
a Journeyman.

"Is that why you can speak?"

She shook her head, "Everything can speak, in it's own
language. The spell allows you to understand mine, and me to
understand yours. It also makes me smarter, that's why I know
more right now then you." She lightly waped my nose with one of
her fore-paws.

"Oh." I said.

"What that means is I can now understand English, and you can
understand Foxen, though I'm the only one who will speak
intelligently enough to make any sense."

I nodded, "Oh-Kay."

"Now," she said, "Give me a good name."

"Ah...um... I can't think of anything."

She sighed, "Oh great just my luck."

"Luck..." I paused, "Jinx, I'll call you Jinx!"

She laughed, sitting back down, holding her tail again, "Jinx,
I like that."

I nodded, "Well Jinx, if you don't mind, I'm going to sleep."

She tip her head, "Ok."

I laid down, and closed my eyes, seconds later I felt weight
on my chest. I opened my eyes and saw Jinx curled up on top of
me. "Excuse me." I said.

"Your warm," she said the closed her eyes. I chuckled to my
self, and closed my eyes again.

That morning I explained to Frinklan about Jinx, him nodding a
bit, but not saying much, though he did have a slight worried
look in his eyes.

As the day went on we moved down the river, and Frinklan went
into dreamwalking.

On the 16th the boss kicked me out of bed an hour before
dawn. I stood and moved into the position that he told me to
get into, still trying to wake up.

As I started into the dance (something I'm only kind of good at
in the first place), my mind, in it's half asleep/half awake
phase, was having trouble remembering the steps.

It was Jinx who solved the problem by doing the steps opposite
of me. She must have enjoyed herself because she didn't stop
after I awoke all the way.

Everything went ok, I passed Frinklan the knife when I was
supposed to, then contuied with the dance. I didn't expect what
happened next.

Then from my lips came song. I gasped, I knew I had to sing, but I
did not knowing that it would sing it's self. Instinctual I tried
to stop my self. Frinklan looked at me, then glanced at Jinx.

Then Jinx did something I didn't expect, she started to fill
in what I was choking off. Slowly I relaxed, letting the song
flow. Jinx joined it fully after a bit, in better tune that I
could normally be in.

This contuied as the day turned moved to the night, I was
still dancing and singing not really paying attention to what
was going on.

The sun sank below the horizon, the top finally vanishing from
view. Suddenly there was a sound as loud as a thunder clap,
and I was hit by a blast of super hot air, filled with small
rocks and dirt chunks, pounding into my skin for a second.
At the same time the song stop coming from my lips.

I turned and looked into the circle, the first thing I saw was
that all the loose dirt had been blown out. The second was
Faith had collapsed inside the circle.
The third was Frinklan, knife in hand, slicing his throat.

I panicked as he fell and started to run inside the circle when
Jinx said, "Stop!"

I looked down at my feet, where she had quickly moved to. "No,
I have to help Frinklan, if he dies--"

Jinx cut me off, "No! He is already dead. Don't enter the
circle."

"But--"

"NO!" she shouted, "Take three steps back."

I did, tears welling in my eyes.  There was another
thunder clap, and another blast of air, cold this time,
hit me. Going towards the circle this time, instead of away.

I looked inside the circle, Frinklan was lying on the ground
in a pool of blood.  "Why?" I said.

"Don't ask right now." Jinx said next to me, "Just sleep."

"Sleep, but--" I didn't have time to finish my protest because
Jinx touched her nose to my side, and I was asleep.

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